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NEW BLOG: CLUSTERFUCK

tired of the reblog concept. new life, new me. so its time to start fresh. 99.9% original.

the strongest muscle.

theres a part of me that loves when i panic from anxiety. my heart skips beats and feels like it will shatter my ribcage. im scared when it happens, sweating, dont get me wrong, but it makes me feel like my heart goes to its own beat, makes its own tempo. and it kinda makes me smile.

Humility Now: Counting others more significant.: Give to Receive: Buy a shirt, give a shirt to the homeless.

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Humility Now is a non-profit organization committed to working with the homeless, not just for them. We believe in counting their needs over our own, and building relationships as a means of getting them off the street. For every shirt we sell, we’ll give a shirt to our homeless…

iambal:

marlasingerkindagirl:

dirtylittlestylewhore:

Terry and Ronnie


for someone…!

 i loved hated jersey shore (maybe love to hate…) but if terry is involved, it takes on a whole new meeting. View high resolution

iambal:

marlasingerkindagirl:

dirtylittlestylewhore:

Terry and Ronnie

for someone…!

 i loved hated jersey shore (maybe love to hate…) but if terry is involved, it takes on a whole new meeting.

qisto:

The Temper Trap! Gossip! Editors! Mando Diao! 2 Many DJs! Biffy Clyro! Mika! P!nk! Wolfmother! Kate Nash! Florence + The Machine!!
Who’s going? 

 i love those but how could you ignore:
YEASAYER, THE PIXIES, GOGOL BORDELLO, GOSSIP & KASABIAN!
(if you go, go see the ones i listed as well as the others dear qisto)

qisto:

The Temper Trap! Gossip! Editors! Mando Diao! 2 Many DJs! Biffy Clyro! Mika! P!nk! Wolfmother! Kate Nash! Florence + The Machine!!

Who’s going?

 i love those but how could you ignore:

YEASAYER, THE PIXIES, GOGOL BORDELLO, GOSSIP & KASABIAN!

(if you go, go see the ones i listed as well as the others dear qisto)

The Instant Art Critique Phrase Generator

artfortune:

As an advocate of the Big Mac Aesthetic, I feel that the disjunctive perturbation of this website endangers the devious simplicity of the substructure of critical thinking.

 HAH! i had some fellow students who tried to pull this shit. if youre able to state your opinion on art without tripping up just a little and your character count per word steaditly increases, then your bull shitting. its always the best when you ask them to elaborate afterwards.

Question: is there ANY guy (specifically gay) that believes in sex only in a monogamous reltionship?!?! sheesh

  • WARREN: lol. not me.
  • ME: hah. why not? am i old fashioned or something?
  • FREDERICK: I wouldn't say "only" but I believe that a decidedly monogamous relationship should actually BE monogamous.
  • WARREN: the universe is endless. singularity is unrealistic. and in monogamous relationships, rules and boundaries and limitations are factored in.
  • and in monogamous relationships there only seems to be two rules; jealousy and trust issues.
  • since when does love have any of those things? humans are social creatures, and attraction is attraction is attraction. why limit yourself?
  • besides, all of the relationships that i know of that have lasted the longest in gay relationships---are open relationships.
  • but---hey, do what you want, because i certainly do. aint no shame.
  • ME: i agree with that very much so. i dont believe in true love. i think as we learn and grow, our perceptions change and we find a mate to match and join us on that part of our lifes journey maybe even more than one if it comes up, someone to soak in those experinces. its why i dont believe in marriage.
  • then we change again and find someone, or someones, better suited for how we see the world.
  • im just saying that for me sex is beautiful, raw, passionate and i feel we should only share it with someone we have feelings for, someone who will appreciate it and reciprocate
  • i shouldnt say monogamous, just a relationship. no one night stands. thats really what im getting it. youre focused on the "monogamous" part, but is there any gay guy who thinks one night stands and being a whore is wrong? i think im actually fit for an open relationship, theres always a couple men who i can fall for all for different reasons, not just sex.
  • ME: changing my question: is there any guy who believes that sex should only be in a relationship (monogamy or polygamy), not extranneous and with random unappreciative partners/strangers. thats what im saying.
  • FREDERICK: Well I don't think anyone who hasn't decided to be monogamous should feel pressure to participate in monogamy.
  • WARREN: there is a book called "The Ethical Slut". check it out.
  • and to respond to what you said. no. i dont see anything wrong with being as causal/slutty as you want. the only way you can be wrong is if you are consciously doing something un-ethical or not taking care of your body. then its your own baby cryin. its about responsibility.
  • like-wise, have fun!
  • ME: alright thanks ill check it out!
  • ok well thank you warren (and frederick) for this constructive chat, changed my views a little. i guess not liking to sleep around was a personal choice and i need to allow other people to do as they please. im such a control freak, need to change that.
  • i guess im so fearful of things like stds and possibly falling for that person id sleep with that i just want to not deal with it. also maybe cause i live in such a small town and being gay, 'rolls in the hay' just dont present themselves, so maybe thats why i dont do it. i wonder if i would take ther bait if i lived in a bigger area. well like everyone in this world i have a lot to learn about everything. what strange is in everything else im not a prude, i love to push the boundries of morality, make art the people might confuse with pornography. maybe im just a romantic at heart. or maybe i havent had enough relationship experience yet. thats probably it.
  • thankyouthankyouthankyou for opening my eyes a bit.
liquidnight:

Spoon-feeding a juvenile crow, origins unknown
For the past few years I’ve been doing this very thing at a local wildlife rehabilitation center - but we use syringes and forceps instead of flatware and the birds don’t perch on our hands, because the last thing you want, when caring for injured/orphaned wildlife, is to habituate them to people.
Many of them arrive looking more like homely baby dinosaurs than the elegant feathered creatures they will become. If they’ve been injured [usually the result of an encounter with a domestic cat], they’ll have wings or legs wrapped in tiny bandages, which might be even more pitiful than the sight of a puppy in an E-collar.
I am not an early riser by nature, but every spring I look forward to the beginning of baby bird season because, despite the irritation of waking early and dragging myself from the city out to the woods, I know that there are rows of baskets containing hungry baby birds waiting for me - their prehistoric bodies straining to raise their heads as high as they can, mouths open so very wide.
Each species of bird has a different colour on the inside of their beaks, perhaps to better command the attention of their parents. Robins’ mouths are marigold, crows are raspberry, Stellar’s Jays are strawberry, and the mouths of Cedar Waxwings have lavender stripes on the sides like little runway lights.
It wasn’t until I began volunteering that I learned that juvenile crows have bright blue eyes. It’s one of the most striking and beautiful things I’ve ever seen. Of all the birds I care for, they are the only ones who look you straight in the eye. We’re instructed not to hold their gaze because it’s another way that they might become habituated to people, but it’s challenging to look away when those intelligent blue eyes are staring right through you.
Then again, the self-denial is completely worthwhile when you get to take them away from the facility in little cardboard carriers and release them. You’ve watched them grow from utterly helpless and awkward little things into sleek, beautiful creatures who now want nothing to do with you. You open the box and they emerge, open their wings, and fly away without a single backward glance. Never has it felt so wonderful to be completely ignored.
[photo from the LIFE Magazine Photo Archive]

 this is me in another life. View high resolution

liquidnight:

Spoon-feeding a juvenile crow, origins unknown

For the past few years I’ve been doing this very thing at a local wildlife rehabilitation center - but we use syringes and forceps instead of flatware and the birds don’t perch on our hands, because the last thing you want, when caring for injured/orphaned wildlife, is to habituate them to people.

Many of them arrive looking more like homely baby dinosaurs than the elegant feathered creatures they will become. If they’ve been injured [usually the result of an encounter with a domestic cat], they’ll have wings or legs wrapped in tiny bandages, which might be even more pitiful than the sight of a puppy in an E-collar.

I am not an early riser by nature, but every spring I look forward to the beginning of baby bird season because, despite the irritation of waking early and dragging myself from the city out to the woods, I know that there are rows of baskets containing hungry baby birds waiting for me - their prehistoric bodies straining to raise their heads as high as they can, mouths open so very wide.

Each species of bird has a different colour on the inside of their beaks, perhaps to better command the attention of their parents. Robins’ mouths are marigold, crows are raspberry, Stellar’s Jays are strawberry, and the mouths of Cedar Waxwings have lavender stripes on the sides like little runway lights.

It wasn’t until I began volunteering that I learned that juvenile crows have bright blue eyes. It’s one of the most striking and beautiful things I’ve ever seen. Of all the birds I care for, they are the only ones who look you straight in the eye. We’re instructed not to hold their gaze because it’s another way that they might become habituated to people, but it’s challenging to look away when those intelligent blue eyes are staring right through you.

Then again, the self-denial is completely worthwhile when you get to take them away from the facility in little cardboard carriers and release them. You’ve watched them grow from utterly helpless and awkward little things into sleek, beautiful creatures who now want nothing to do with you. You open the box and they emerge, open their wings, and fly away without a single backward glance. Never has it felt so wonderful to be completely ignored.

[photo from the LIFE Magazine Photo Archive]

 this is me in another life.

noahkai:

ragdoll:

(via yaldabaoth):

Hey Justin! It’s like a Xabe comic!




it’s Brutus!!! (for Gigi, kasey, & magzz)

noahkai:

ragdoll:

(via yaldabaoth):

Hey Justin! It’s like a Xabe comic!

it’s Brutus!!! (for Gigi, kasey, & magzz)
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